waiting

Waiting

2013 Friday, January 4

7:00 PM

the pig is currently on line waiting for its eventual Master and Owner to join it for a video chat session. The “chat” part of it is figurative since the pig is gagged at the moment as well. Just so you know, SIR has instructed it that SIR will only communicate with the pig when it is actually “pig”. That means that pig must be in the state it is meant to be in which is fully sealed or encased, most commonly in rubber, and gagged. There are always variables to that state, usually resulting in more gear but that’s the basis for it.

If that seems kind of extreme it understands but pig agrees with that fact. it’s a thing, an object and it has only the identity that its Master trains it to have and which SIR gives it. That’s the life of a slave, and in this case at least, that slave doesn’t have a human face. There’s more it can say about that, but pig will save that for later.  :-p

The thing is, pig said it would be ready at a specific time to talk with SIR and as things might have it SIR has been delayed. So pig gets to wait for SIR. Once SIR owns it pig is going to get to wait for SIR a lot. That’s both good and bad in as many ways as can be imagined. pig actually looks forward to that, at least in theory, as it knows in time, there will be many chances for pig to be in some kind of bondage that’s difficult to handle, and it will simply have to wait. No pleading, no excuses, just accepting its fate and waiting it out.  

pig has had times in the past when it would be almost desperately waiting for its Master. Straining to hear any sound or sign that He might be near and about to do SOMEthing with the pig. Sometimes that could just be some gentle attention and play, or it might be and increase or additional bondage to make things harder, or it might eventually be a release to whatever state it it was suffering in. pig hopes that with SIR, it will learn to give up that sort of hope. To learn and be resigned to the idea that no matter what happens or what pig may ask or hope for, it will have no control nor influence over its state and learn to simply wait.

SIR taught the pig a great idea around that actually…

A pig measures time in two ways: The time it is allowed to spend in the presence of its Master, which never seems long enough. And time spent waiting for the Master, which can feel like it is spinning out endlessly.

Because the Master is everything and His absence is the absence of everything!

Think about it. Since a Master defines the identity of His slave, the slave is nothing without its Master. The same could be said for a Master without a slave, but the nuances are different it would dare to say. But either way, a slave, or a pig, only knows pleasure in serving its Master and therefor gains its identity. Without its Master, the pig can almost be thought of to not exist. it waits for the next time its SIR is present which then gives its existence some meaning and purpose. 

It’s almost the sort of concept that “If you don’t already understand it, it can’t be explained to you”. 

Anyway, the pig waits. In its rubber skin, gagged and sealed. Happy enough to be waiting.